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ExistenzEnglish MIT EINER HANDZEICHNUNG UND DREI
RADIERUNGEN VON
HELGART ROTHE
This english translation is only a discontenting interim solution
(:quicktime http://webuser.fh-furtwangen.de/~fetzner/fogpatch/temp/existenz3.aif width=300 height=30 autostart=no :) San Franzisko, four days, three overnight stays, drive
over Golden Gate, Sausalito, Muir Woods, night in Chan-
Town, Fishermans Wharf, Telegraph Hill, Rerservate.
Place plus agens plus cause, producing ideas, analyzing
enforcing. But we do not offer any chairs.
© Köln: Hake, 1970, Auflage von 100 Exemplaren
The contact with the world consists through statements about
the world and the statements about the world are statements about
predicates which befits an object or
not. There are always reasons, to destruct
this contact. Also in San Franzisko.
Stupid faces with the out-of-the-bus-view. No flies
under the words which get obtrusive here.
My bent figure stands unnoticed amongst
Buddhists at the Union Square. A dark vitrine. Only low
self movement of the denture, in the face of the intellectual
Scandal, veiled stylishly, corn-colored.
One assumes, that the colics are the origin of my aphasias.
Actually it is the disgust of the social creature,
what drives me into the word deserts. Because the dogs
stray the men talk in the love in the night in
the rooms in the cold in the town.
Grant hotel 65 Dollars, Dr Kawal 22 Dollars, urine
examination 6 Dollars, Daylin Drugs Sutter Street 17 Dollar.
But the situation is against rhetoric. No vocabulary
any longer for the fog on the late afternoon after
crossing the bridge. The colic frazzles the sentences, but not
the Fog.
With the diet instructions one tries to avoid the
regeneration of uric acid and urinary stones.
I think, therefore there are thoughts. I speak, therefore
words exist. I am silent therefore I am. 25 cents for Leon
Spiros S-B gazette. Whoever reads is silent. He listens
to others but he won`t be heard. A topos of
disappearance with a flexible strategy of non-locality,
which displaced my doctrine of massive retribution
for the collective intrusiveness.
Allopurinol. A tablet with 100 mg 4 hydrox 1 H-pyra-
zolo (3.4 d) pyramidin (Alloprurinol).
Of course no exile is complete. There is always some airflow
and the doors probably never close entirely with a bang.
Already the lime, falling from the ceiling, belongs to the
reports from the other world and there always falls some lime
from the ceiling. In San Franzisko one is used to it.
It is necessary to reach an amount of urine
of at least 1.5 l per day, for what approximately
1,5-2 l of liquid have to drunk with the meal.
The destructions are itself indestructible. Renewals
always point to them. Indirect hints amplify the direct ones.
No earthquake was here for nothing here. Still
the memory of it increases the tourism.
By physical movement in the form of sports, gymnastics
and going for a walk smaller stones are
being taken to natural wastage early.
The language is the real medium of my mobility.
I speak therefore I go. Sentences and roads
are becoming longer, if one walks. The sitter speaks more slowly,
the reclining figure gets dumber. Only the dead person
leaves the medium of language and movement completely.
The urine must have an alkaline reaction why
it is to take the juice of two lemons daily.
The pains prevent my ability to move occasionally.
I bend me but I am incompetent of making one individual step.
For the increase of the coronary circulation there is Intensain 150
required. Per capsule 150 mg 3-( beta diethyl aminoethyl )
-4 methyl 7 carbathoxymethoxy 2 oxo ( 1.2 chro-
men )-hydrochloride.
My language loses the words. Sometimes it knows
only one single word, one single sentence, one
sound which is repeated, a cry Monomaie ...Mono-
merie ... Mononukleose ... Monophasie: Speech disorder,
at which only a syllable, a word, a sentence is spoken.
Furthermore only 2400 calories are permitted.
Pain of hunger on the way to foot over the Golden Gate in
the fog. The pyloric syndrome as a prelude of the aphasia
the colic was.
Primarily vascular kidney disease as special form
the arteriosclerosis.
No meal for $6 in Chinatown, no one for 10 in
Fishermans Wharf. I am making notes for an essay
over the first, not over the last things, but I do not
write any recipes.
Paralyzing in a larger gift, after before intense muscle cramps
appeared at a full consciousness. I huddle against the death,
but I do not reconcile with him. The affright in front of that
bented not me in the mirror holds me back. xxx
senior. Only the consciousness is a discreet state.
In this case which is my fall, I am only I, no social being.
View cramp which looses sight of the general concept.
My delusion doesn`t consist in relating everything on me
or relating me on all the events but in this, that I
cancel all my relationships. I recognize the others, but they do
not recognize me.
They speak and I understand them; but if I speak,
I talk in a way so that they do not understand me.
Just being like hair, tightly and fine and sensitively only,
however silent and painless. Everywhere as hair, silent
and painless.
Closing the door, pressing the button, downwards, stop.
Everything dedicated to the sheriff in Milford.
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